welcome my new day
my new love
new feeling
what I forgot in the meantime
not important
do I remember cuz I dont exist
time either
noone exists

nothing ever happened
have to learn all over again

I forgot how to kiss
forgot how to miss
forgot myself

yourself, everyone else

you believed your things
I believed mine as well

...there is no meaning in staying dependant on someone, who does not want  to admit he needs us and let us suffer...

oh no
again the void
I was so small
to know
don´t have the right source

oh I wish I met you  this way for the first time

but everyone must have known you were there


oh I had all the time in the world
not anymore
cuz you´re the only thing I know

oh you don´t answer
perhaps you don´t wanna lie
like a coward
don´t tell anyone
I am very shy
and your love is tricky so so
that I never know
as for the first time
as for the last time

wish someone was crazy about me
once for a while for the moment that could last more than a moment
I could relax on you dear
or whatever
that appears true to me
you are so cold
and the only one I want

to the edge
you hardly touch the edge
you are so frightened to..

someone has already jumped over

so our love didn´t last my dear
what shall we do
so what
it happens every day
have a look
there is a new beginning

but still our love did not really survive my love
so what my dear
there are other things waiting for Me

but there was a love once
and it died
in between your fingers it escaped
so what love
find someone else to love and don´t bother me with stupid questions

we may be disappointed now and then
of what I´d expected and what you hadn´t
what you never planned
and planted
I exploited
You must be making fun of me only

if you are sad
where you go to heal
to things unreal
beautiful
surreal
a dream

...
the lost things something we lost on a way there and over
we must have known
there is always someone  missing us

I just wanted to find the real life
don´t be angry with me I was dying
now on for the time being
I need some rest
life is empty it doesn´t say a word to me
it bores me , drags me to death , the feeling

the feeling, a lost one I love 
and where are you
where do you live
what do you do
still everyone´s high-spirit-like?
still fun?
and cool?

no it is cold
I have never felt so alone..
so empty so insecure...