I loved you so much, the most
in this life that I know
every part that belonged to you I loved
and you don´t want any of this
I am very sad
but I am happy too
that I´d  met a small piece of you
one day you´ll be happy too

the definition of passion
...a powerful or compelling feeling as love or hate...

I am looking at her
what a beautiful clothing she´s wearing
and how astonishing she is
and how beautiful it looks when you´re with her
and I think it is not so true
that something must be hiding there
there is something that cries out
and that thing is terribly alone
but it is only the illusion
when I look at the photos
and I don´t want to hear about the disappointment
or the fact that it is your fault
I stare at it and I don´t beleive my eyes
how much she can hide under the eyebrows
and yes I don´t beleive it no more
and then you both go home
and make love to each other
but I don´t beleive it
you only use your descent phrases
you say swallow the bitter taste we´re gonna eat it
and all dishonesty we share
and I don´t beleive that you beleive that building
where people go to bother you both
and you two don´t exist anymore
and then the shadows comes
bright and alive cuz you were dreaming
and I don´t beleive that you were living
among them half alive
but then you laught and eat the fish
that she prepared
insulting for one of you
and I don´t beleive that she´s so pretty anymore
I think it´s rather unfortunate
that she is so alone
that you live your life so oblivious to the fish
slowly killed and burried
and I don´t beleive you´ll eat the dish
I don´t beleive that you´re able to slice
half alive 

koukám se na ní
jaké krásné má ošacení
a jak je celá krásná
a jak šťastná vypadá když ty jsi s ní
a myslím si
že to není až tak pravda
že něco se tam přece skrývá
že tam něco pláče
a že je strašně sama
ale to je jen zdání když na fotky se dívám
a nechci slyšet o zklamání
ani o tom že to je tvoje vina
a zírám na ní a nevěřím svým očím
kolik se toho dá skrýt pod obočím
a nevěřím už ano tomu
že pak jdete spolu domů
a milujete se
a nevěřím už ani slušným frázím
které si říkáte
a pak polykáte tu hořkost
a to že neupřímnost rozdáváte
a nevěřím tomu, že vy věříte tomu domu
kam lidé chodí a obtěžují a nejste už ani vy dva
neexistujete tam s nimi
a pak přicházejí stíny
a vy jim nevěříte a děláte chybu
a pak se smějete a jíte vámi opečenou rybu
a urážíte
a nevěřím že ona je tak krásná
myslím , že je spíš nešťastná
a že je hodně sama
a že  ty si žiješ život lhostejný k té rybě 
pomalu zabité a ukryté
 a nevěřím, že to co si říkate je pravda nebo lež
a nevěřím že tu rybu sníte
a krájíte
a nevěřím

Ambivalence

I try to rememeber
I recall
but as the time floats
and all the days
it feels harder and harder to see your face

I didn´t know you at all
I was looking for you
I saw you
I´d known  you for ages
You came
You found me
I saw you
It was a long time ago

the world is full of beautiful things
I think that all of us could be happy as kings

Goodbye
you call me as a soldier
while you´re looking for the colours that I lost
and you forgot to blow the whistle
I forgive you
sun´s down remember myself now
remember me and all the foam
and in next few moments the pain is gone...

every word seems to feel like you don´t care

it is necessary to die
but it is a must to live and play with all cards


I write with the passion
describing this stupid moment
I am yours
I paint the air
I cry the light
of enormous delight
I am yours
I am not mine
I forgot my name
I am insane
I starve to the thirst
and I enter this nothing knowing all
but became you wanting more

you can only dance because your heart is bleeding
slightly wounded am I
of these I am
and when love is gone you realize you´d done very little

tell me where you´re heading
still you are somewhere else

I was in love with every detail
thought it was the end of nothing
temporary madness

in my lonely night the dreams are floating in the air
in my room they all can see you there
I see you too
and you are lonely too

I´m waiting ,waiting in the shades
the hope is dying from the deep
so I wait and  I shall not keep
a single rememberance of thee

and because you will never want me the way I do...YOU!
and cuz you.....ing.....never ....in between
and that ...we are or we are not....
...never ....THE  loss ...for...
so....what for...
just because
the fate is playful
and there is the hole in the sky
we will think for the other
and play cowards
.... .... ... ... ... 

oh my oh my I never knew
what did it mean ? I would come back , come back to you!!

terezčin hrneček je tak milý
když tu není , můžu z něj pít  na chvíli
a její káva je tak slabá zatímco ona ve své síle září
a já ho mám když tu není na chvíli
a pak se vrátí a zlobila by se
kdyby tušila , že se ho dotkly mé líce
ale ona neví že si ho kradu
abych jí měla blíž

...there was a word that said nothing
I don´t know I don´t want a thing
cuz I don´t want to think
there was a thought that thought too much of
what someone made of it and thought of a shit instead of it
there was a message that hid and sought
and was never found cuz it was too profound or shallow
what is the difference then
who cares there
no thoughts to be followed and burnt
no words to be said or spat out
to find a holy ground that everyone and everything was born from
oh what a  word an idea the deal
to be able to feel and to perceive...