I am looking at her
what a beautiful clothing she´s wearing
and how astonishing she is
and how beautiful it looks when you´re with her
and I think it is not so true
that something must be hiding there
there is something that cries out
and that thing is terribly alone
but it is only the illusion
when I look at the photos
and I don´t want to hear about the disappointment
or the fact that it is your fault
I stare at it and I don´t beleive my eyes
how much she can hide under the eyebrows
and yes I don´t beleive it no more
and then you both go home
and make love to each other
but I don´t beleive it
you only use your descent phrases
you say swallow the bitter taste we´re gonna eat it
and all dishonesty we share
and I don´t beleive that you beleive that building
where people go to bother you both
and you two don´t exist anymore
and then the shadows comes
bright and alive cuz you were dreaming
and I don´t beleive that you were living
among them half alive
but then you laught and eat the fish
that she prepared
insulting for one of you
and I don´t beleive that she´s so pretty anymore
I think it´s rather unfortunate
that she is so alone
that you live your life so oblivious to the fish
slowly killed and burried
and I don´t beleive you´ll eat the dish
I don´t beleive that you´re able to slice
half alive