feel so old and so alone
not to go on in this with this in me anymore
I am ashamed and the only one to blame
to spoil it all
and all decisions I made
have made me go down the drain
where I belong
and I flush and I hiss
to all the piss
and I´m finished and I´m done
it´s never been that right precise
and finally I end in the very first narrow land
and I can hate which is to my surprise
in the invetable sacrifice
to admit that I hate what I created out of myself...